Starting from nothing
I got nothing
In my twenties, I spent a lot of time at the library. It's free. It's educational. It's entertaining.
You can read all kinds of stuff online to educate yourself about trans issues. Consider this to be an opportunity to arm yourself with knowledge to minimize drama when you are more ready to act.
Start working on figuring out how to make more money. Let me recommend you try to establish an online income to ease the transition process.
If step one on this site works, you can potentially produce progesterone from food which may alleviate symptoms and support breast development.